after 5 hours of being online since 1 am,i managed to sleep at 6 am last night and woke up around eleven.then helped my mum to clean up the house and also to accompany her to the supermarket.after all that,stayed home to laze around and endulge in a well deserved relaxation.fuhh..
and right now..i still cant sleep.AGAIN.im so gonna have major eyebags.
urghsometimes i do wonder why im always so forgiving.its like i cant stay mad at someone for long.even when my mind keeps repeating those sentences like 'im hating you,im hating you'..but trust me,when i wake up the very next day..i tend to forget everything.and at times,i will look at that problem or situation in a different way and to be on the optimistic side.sometimes i also tend to forgive in the most heartbreaking situation even when im still hurting.
to me,i just feel like there's no use in hating others or holding grudges towards them for long.lets just smile & be happy.isnt that more worthwhile rather than creating a long list of enemies?hmm..
but..lets just say that when i forgive easily..people will think that im someone so weak and they will step my head over and over again.sigh-
argh crap.shit happens.
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